Link to: Dead Soul: Chapter 1

As those freaking eyes stared at me, I sensed a feeling of guilt rushing down my body. It felt that all the guilt I had was rushing out from the core of my soul, filling me up with the pleasure of guilt. Am I being tortured for all the bad things which I have done in my life? Is this what it feels to be in hell? Am I lost here for eternity with this feeling? And it did, it did last an eternity. There are no days or nights, I’m just walking till the end time and I’ve walked for another infinity. It gave me a different understanding of infinity. First I walked for infinity, then I again walked for another infinity and infinity doubled is infinity.

Infinity is a never ending piece of shit!

And all that accompanies me is this pleasure of guilt!

Out of nowhere, I saw a bright light at the distance, somewhere down the road. It was a ray of hope for me and now there was a new feeling inside of me, hope, as if all the guilt in my body was gone, that pain on my chest disappeared and I entered into the realm of hope. Time and distance went pass as if it didn’t even exist, I was almost near that huge door, a door which seems to lead to heaven. I was in the transition path where hell met heaven and you can feel that change in the air as well, a cold sensation on my nose. I made it, I made it to the heavens side, my body filled with the pleasure of joy. But something was still not right, I could still hear the music of hell from behind, as if it was calling out to me. The door in front of me opened and let out a bright beam of light blinding me as I kept on walking towards it and the hellish music following me. As I was entering the gateway to heaven,I felt it again, the same sensation of fear i had felt before. In the blink of an eye, I was back where I started.

To be continued…